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THE DETRITUS OF OUR IGNORANCE

© 2009 Howard McQueen



As we sweep aside the detritus of Ignorance

And allow the truth to flow,

unimpeded and unrestricted through our energetic being,

we liberate a unimagined potential to rebuild the new infrastructure,

to incubate and grow by living together in Love, respect and freedom.



The cloak, smoke, veil, wool pulled-over-our-eyes (whatever you call it) gig is up!

Awareness has been tripped, the tipping point into we-ness, transpersonal… Continue

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WHY AREN’T YOU MORE *#!@*~! EMOTIONAL

© 2009 Howard McQueen



I was with a friend the other night and she was recounting a story of her best friend, who’s son was having repeated difficulties in his long-term romantic relationship. It seems his long standing live-in girl friend would occasionally leave him to try on greener pastures. Thus far, she has always come back.



My friend became very enrapt in telling this tale. She was very emotionally involved and spoke on and on about the debilitating stress this… Continue

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DESERT BEDOUIN ROSE

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen



AaaaaaOOOOooooMmmmm ...





Oh sacred Bedouin [1] spirit,

wrapped in colorful shawl,

you gaze out from your desert of desolation,

stripped down to your beauty, essential and raw.



Your intoxicating, percolating spirit

pooling in the darkness of your eyes,

immersed so deeply,

steeped in dark, brooding Mystery.



The rose, tucked away in a book of fine desert prose,

one thousand years… Continue

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ONENESS ALWAYS ALLOWING

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

Opposition
to oppose
to counter balance
Juxtaposed

The Oneness ALLOWS,
does not judge

Therefore sees all sides
of the fleeting faces of paradox


~ ~ ~

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RAPTURE OF VOLCANO

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

Such rapture and beauty
held at bay.
The heart of your volcano,
smouldering,
wanting to erupt with such force
it takes the breath away.

Thus in my own way
I root for thee to be released
from your bondage
and secret vows with Grief.

~ ... ~ ... ///>! - HM

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BAKED IN FULL SPECTRUM RADIANCE

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen



It makes a difference sometimes,

being four thousand feet

closer to the

hydrogen-fusion reactor

we call Our Sun, old sol,

warming us,

ninety-three million miles away.



Blue Skies and the Red Rocks of Sedona,

these ancient carved landscapes

are encouraging and provoking me

to step off the trails

to wake up well ahead of the dawn

to really drink in and appreciate the freedoms ...



Plenty… Continue

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TECTONIC QUAKES FROM THE PAST

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen



This past week, I was witness to

a rugged, self-reliant, beautiful woman,

successful artist, loving wife (etc. rich life resume ...)



Completely break down

into great bouts of sobbing,

deep weeping from an inner despair.



A current friend of hers was not finding any footing

and constantly sliding away from love,

when this lady's love was close enough to be felt seemingly everywhere.



This beautiful… Continue

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A PARTING WITH REMORSE

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen



A friend called me last night,

drowning in her mix of sadness and remorse.



An eighty three year old dear friend

of her now departed mom had died this afternoon

in her bed in the assisted living home.



My friend had been a devoted visitor and friend to this lady just passed.

My friend chose the path of biting her tongue

in the face of the chafing cynicism and wit

this now passed woman had nursed… Continue

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GETTING TO KNOW THE EXQUISITE

(c) 2009 Howard McQueen

Get it touch with the feeling
this inner knowing
at the center of your heart
that,

Being is something exquisite.

Re-partner and repatriate
so you may take up residence and fully manifest this life.

Everything else is just playing with shadows
listening to echoes, old habits,
nothing to do with naming and experiencing energetic Love.


~ ~ ~

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THE NURTURER'S DESPAIR

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

The abyss of despair
You're already F'Ked.
Hope completely lost
then found in holding the
vulnerable other and consoling them.

Consoling, nurturing energies
practiced in-the-moment, on-demand,
always for someone else's welfare.

Make room for love
as it has come back home
to finally roost within you.

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CONTAINER, NOT CONTAINMENT

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

We delight in playing in the light.
Come join me, finding some playfulness
in the mud and murkiness of the primitive swamp

The strength of our Container of fellowship and family
when built from the full spectrum of energies
brings a fullness of empowerment
an extra sturdiness of backbone
to stand still and face the unknowing.

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POSTER BOY, PINNED TO THE WALL

(c) 2009 Howard McQueen



I am sitting here on the hot seat

in the spotlight I have now transformed

into an interrogation room.

I squirm with my anxiety,

a circle full of people watching.

Quit F'King laughing and staring at this shrinking me.



Truthfully, I'm having a dickins of a time

connecting in this moment to my heart.

In my swollen pride, I am not finding the pathway

or handle to add wings to the heart-feltness of… Continue

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BREAKFASTING ON DEMONS

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen



Eat your demons at breakfast today

Else they shall just be 24-hour-a-day

Parasites,

snacking on your essence,

stealing your thunder,

strapping on their hi-jacking charges

to collapse your backbone.



Their destructive nature is insidious and relentless

as they work diligently to encourage you to cover over and encase your heart.



~ ~ ~

I've recently reconnected to my Buddhist acupuncturist. His recent… Continue

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THE RACE TO BE HUMAN?

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen



If we take a look a the state of the Human condition,

it certainly looks like we are caught up in some sort of race.



To cover over with distortions, deceptions,

cosmetic redirections

mechanistic reflections

our inner authenticity.



Expanded and condensed truths are waiting to be defined.



What a massive un-Education Project

is being readied

to restore spirit,

authenticity and

expressions of… Continue

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DARK JUGGERNAUT

(c) 2009 Howard McQueen



To shift and transform this seemingly dark juggernaut.







Here is how I am seeing it unfold



If there was not an equivalent

aliveness of Grace

and her attendants, forgiveness, compassion, ...

We would have long ago

wiped this earth clean

of all traces of

Humanity.



We have, at our disposal, our ancestral lineage,

a bounty of energies to pull from.

Know that you are not… Continue

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OUTSIDE OF IMPORTANCE

(c) 2009 Howard McQueen

What do you attach importance to,
outside of yourself?

Take an inventory!

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VISCERAL DISCOMFORT

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen



Let me please have a double order

of visceral discomfort

accompanied with an in-depth understanding

by directly experiencing these energies at play.



And, slow it way down,

so I can feel and observe it emerge

and blossom in my imagination.



Ah, so this is one of the trigger points

that cranks up my propensity towards contraction.



Without this new found awareness,

I'd keep caving in to the… Continue

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EMERGENCE

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

In the silent nothingness
a hatchling breaks through
her brittle shell
and life emerges ...

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BAPTISM IN EACH DAY

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

Baptize yourself
to the innocence held
in each and every new day

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TAVERN OF ANNIHILATION

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

So, you've walked into
the Tavern of Annihilation
but you're still talking
like you're holding out
for some concoction
or cocktail of salvation.

Take a long sip from the depth of the Silence
and let everything you know be taken away,
especially all that talk and chatter about spirituality.

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