Silence and the new sound
Inhaling the silence of no sound I experience a peaceful state of being..no sense for time and space but just being. Weeks.. months and even years passing by where silence is all that is. No action not even the urge to do something is leaving me with just who I am. The silence from within is becoming the consciousness of who I am..no subconscious mind is find there the awareness is filling me with unlimited space where reflection is no longer..where no time..no space can be put into what we made of it..just being..not even conscious of breathing silence remains. For over three years this proces of silence where nothing really happens takes me to nowhere nor keeping me where I am. All there is..is present moment. Sometimes I start to question myself how much longer this will be..and feel that the time has come that something is about to happen..that something needs to happen to end the silence that last so long but doing nothing to fill the timelessness it creates. There is so much space to fill. The silence has last so long that all interests and pressure of “doing” because we have to live society today..being ruled by other hands than yourself..there seem to be nothing left then just breathing the silence instead. Another periode of silence makes me realize that the timeless being in that..is where my true creation is born..where creation of truth is hidden in the silence for it to explore..for mankind to tap from its own source..which is a never ending..never empty source of joy.
There is no such thing as shortage of whatever we can think of. All resources from mother nature like water and food are unlimited and everlasting for all live free to use as a gift from mother nature to live a happy live. Hmm..why are these thoughts passing while the silence is the present moment for so long. Something is trying to make clear that I am the creator of all..like each single individual is the creator of all..We tap from our very own source to share as one. Where did it go wrong and why do we maintain like there is no other way..what makes life as something we have to put up with..then I hear someone calling my name..I look up as waking up out of a day dream and see my friend standing in the doorway “hey I just call around to have a little chat” I looked at her and knew something was “chasing” her..”Sure come in dear one”.. I gave her a big hug and went to make some Japanese thee and made her..her favorite mix with jasmine flowers.
We sat down..so happy to see her after all this time I took her hand and hold it as a precious gift handed to me. Her eyes started to fill with tears..she started to talk and said: ”something is happening and I can’t stop it” I listen to what she was telling me but that was all she said. I just left it for that moment. I asked her: ”So what brings you here dear one..I am so happy to see you after all this time” she looked at me and a smile came on her face “you have always been so good to me whether we lost sight for over six years now it is like walking in here as it is only yesterday I have been and something made me visiting you today”
“That’s wonderful!”..I said with a smile on my face. “Whatever it might be..we are here now drinking Japanese tea like we did just before you left over six years ago”. Minutes passed without saying anything when she took a deep breath and started to talk: “you know..there is something chasing me since I left..a certain emptiness is filling me with nothing..a restless feeling is chasing me and made me travel to different countries without a purpose I just travel to see”..and she stopped talking.. “hmm that sounds interesting to me” I said..”Just Travel to see..nice I like that..It is your journey leading you to have a “look”..beautifull! and a silence remain. I poured us some more tea and enjoy the conversation with my friend knowing her story does not come to an end. “Dear one may I ask you what you have seen during your journey traveling the World” she smiled and her eyes were filled with light now..”I can’t explain but for some reason you are the only one that is able to wake up a deep feeling of being..something I lost long ago..and is that what is chasing me whatever that might be..it is something I can’t see”. I couldn’t believe my ears and started to feel a deep sense of grief or ”unfinished business” chasing her from the day she left it behind..without letting it go. I took a piece of paper and an envelope..on the envelope I wrote “Unfinished Business” I put the piece of paper in the envelope and I handed it to her.. “Now dear one I want you to write down your “unfinished bussiness” because that is where you came for..I am so happy we meet again”
She hold the envelope with “Unfinished Business” to her heart and said thank you dear friend and she went. She looked one more time over her shoulder with a smile on her face and eyes like touched by light shining like the summer sun like a new begin has begun..”I love you dear one” With love ~Margriet Hagens~ https://www.facebook.com/touchedbylight