Asheville Spirituality, Satsang, Meditation
I wake up in a state of lightness..being sprinkled with a heavenly delight filling me with unlimited space...hm something is different here..the tiredness I was facing for a long time is not there anymore..I feel awake and see the brightness of all that surrounds me. This empty space where something always seem to remind me of the loneliness deep inside is filled with joy and laughter..like a newborn being exited by the new world unfolding itself in front of it not knowing where the journey will lead to..just enjoying that what surrounds it. The Touch..the Smell..the Taste of all material things..all creation of mankind..creating its new world. I have a sense of a newborn being..there is no attachment..no thoughts..no thinking..no knowing..all I see is just there..all I sense like Touch and Taste is what it is and only smiles appearing on my face by experiencing the physical senses.
Amazed by every step I take my view changes by all different things I pass..when I walk outside there is a smell of summer that is just about to enter my being..I feel a light breeze moving my hair..a smell of sweet surrender a mix of sweet red roses and chamomile makes me stop to breathe as much as I can of this mix of anesthesia..the smell of sweet surrender takes me to a different plane..then someone is walking towards me..a man with beautiful long blond hair..eyes so bright and a smile I can not describe..but I feel it’s more then just magic. He stopped in front of me “Hi you beautiful being you smell like sweet surrender..summer is all over you..you seem to be happy and so complete.. do you mind me just having a little walk with you”. His voice was like a healing touch to me. “Yes please join me” and so he did. Walking with a beautiful stranger through a beautiful sight surrounded by flowers..the beauty of nature singing her song..then he put his arm around my shoulder holding me with a gentle touch..”you do not ask me who I am..you seem to be so..eh pure". No question came to me and no answer came to that either..I just said: “then tell me who you are”..he smiled while he was drawing me more towards him..standing eye in eye with both arms around me but softly..he said: “you are my sweet surrender the one I truly love..I am your long lost friend waiting for you to come and now you just walk into my arms not knowing who I am.. just feel me” and he whispers in my ear “I am the love without desire enjoying your loving fire..I am your Angel of Love leading the mindless being you are.. where being is no longer holding on to knowing..there she is. You are the loving power living your physical cycle extending the light you are. Only now you are free you are able to see me..to experience what you call..my sense”. All he said didn't sound strange to me..but the only thing I really felt was a stranger holding me in his arms..or was it more then that. Suddenly I felt an amazing energy filling me with a form of being..like an almighty touch lifting me in what I could not see..the truth about me. “Now my beautiful flower this is your natural power” now his voice sounded familiar to me..and he said: ”oh yes you start to feel my power..I am your identical flower we started our eternal journey long ago but disturbance in frequence made us let go of the source we are by attaching to “what” we are and lost sense of the eternal sight of being”..I felt tears rolling over my face without realizing the tears of joy where fully rolling down he gently put his hand on my head..and said: ”I love you my beautiful Angel..soon we will meet again in the most physical sense and you will know who I am” he kissed me on my cheek and went..just like that. I still feel his power surrounding me..his touch..his voice..his presence..knowing that we meet again to share the physical side of life..my identical flower filling me with sweet surrender..the smell of red rozes and chamomile of a heavenly homemade tea.
With love ~Margriet Hagens~ https://www.facebook.com/touchedbylight