© 2009 Howard McQueen
What is this thing called conditional love?
Does it compel us toward or draw us away from
UNconditional love?
Oh!
As in “I will love you if YOU…”
• change yourself (for me)
• drop your addictions (for me)
• believe what I believe
• drop being so critical
• open up to life
• make my life smoother
• help heal our relationship gone astray (so I won't have to do all the work - poor me)
•…
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Added by Howard McQueen on July 23, 2009 at 4:30pm —
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© 2009 Howard McQueen
All life arises out of the sacredness and pregnancy of Silence.
Constant chattering breaks the silence, clutters up the purity.
In many ways, you harm yourself by dwelling on the surface layer, constantly reporting and regurgitating your surface feelings and impressions.
The parade of images is like the weather, not under your control and ever-changing -- so step back from this pre-occupation with verbally validating your external fascination and…
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Added by Howard McQueen on July 23, 2009 at 4:30pm —
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© 2009 Howard McQueen
To take a delight in life's
mixed bag of experiences
Let life choose to sculpt and shape
you into your true nature
This is surrender
to the greatest Force.
Bye, bye ego,
Aloha
Added by Howard McQueen on July 21, 2009 at 6:30pm —
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Howard McQueen; (C) 2009
Letting go of everything
held personal
and stepping into freedom
The invitation
The invocation
Reside in the embrace with your Beloved Anam Cara [1].
You have come home
No longer separate or alone
[1] The Celtic Mysticism of
Anam Cara A Book of Celtic Wisdom, brings alive an inner soul-friend…
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Added by Howard McQueen on July 21, 2009 at 6:30pm —
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© 2009 Howard McQueen
The practice of choosing to embrace rather than avoid,
Of accepting rather than rejecting,
Of allowing rather than controlling,
Of Surrendering rather than influencing (in the name of even personal preferences),
Finding peace within whatever is appearing and arising
Brings about the gradual under-mining of habits of Self-avoidance,
of Consciousness avoiding Reality.
Thus we remember to uncloak that which was /…
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Added by Howard McQueen on April 24, 2009 at 11:00am —
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© 2009 Howard McQueen
I was recently communicating with a friend about a series of disappointments and how my obsession grew into a deep, thick soup of resentment, using that thickening agent “you done me wrong”. As I was communicating with him about this, I really took the time to listen to him and empathize with where he was coming from.
His coming from held a touch of sadism, grief, remorse, apology, courage, resentment, … – and after I took all this in, rather than…
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Added by Howard McQueen on April 20, 2009 at 5:00pm —
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© 2009 Howard McQueen
The human condition of constantly grasping or averting, moving towards or away from reward/pleasure/security or fear/pain/scarcity. We ping-pong between the polarities, the positively and negatively charged energies.
To slow down and rest in peace.
To show gratitude for the Abundance of what is.
Not residing in the shadow of fear
or cleverness of ego gratifications
We open up to a flowing of a Self
connected to Vastness,…
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Added by Howard McQueen on April 20, 2009 at 4:30pm —
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(subtitled: The Blaming Machine)
© 2009 Howard McQueen
Last night my fever broke.
For over two weeks I have been carrying around an ever-escalating story that a friend has been “doing me wrong”. I’ve built an entire waking dream around this story. I’ve amassed dozens of diary pages to document the story. I’ve been up and down the story, engaged, disengaged, disappointed, discouraged, angry, at peace, and seen this cycle stop and start back up again with another friend…
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Added by Howard McQueen on April 15, 2009 at 7:30am —
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© 2009 Howard McQueen
I wrote this to a dear friend this morning, then realized it perhaps deserves much wider circulation
What a great ride
A great ride it is (being alive). I see some big hummer waves rollin in that we can catch and ride - together. We might even get tumbled around, scratched up, but what the heck - comes with having some
wild abandon fun.
Just now, I see you riding bareback on this beautiful white steed, on the beach, in…
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Added by Howard McQueen on April 9, 2009 at 8:00am —
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I am entertaining buying and constructing a 30' diameter yurt (see http://coloradoyurt.proxy.calltoday.ws/yurts/yurt_101/index.php) as an example.
Anyone ever stayed in a yurt for a week or longer?
Would anyone considering living in one for a year or longer?
Thanks for any feedback!
Howard
Added by Howard McQueen on April 8, 2009 at 5:39pm —
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Does anyone have an opinion on the quality of the content of this set of CDs by WEI Founder Andrew Cohen?
http://www.andrewcohen.org/8cdset/main.asp?ecp=tat-040809
Added by Howard McQueen on April 8, 2009 at 8:30am —
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[Subtitled: Rewriting the Human Infrastructure Programming]
© 2009 Howard McQueen
[this has become such a pivotal dream for directing my life - HM 8/2009]
I was dreaming the other night.
I was on a deck, happily saluting and commending a group of fellow comrades. My dad’s name was called and I was doubly enthusiastic to greet and honor him. He did not appear, so I took the stairs down below and found him hard at work.
I said “Dad, we’re…
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Added by Howard McQueen on March 25, 2009 at 9:30am —
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© 2009 Howard McQueen (Version 1 22-Oct, 2008)
I sit back, deep into the seat of my soul. I sit here because I know thru wisdom, the sheer futility of running away. There is no longer an option to run away or hide.
The Here & Now are my home. My task--to remain awake and aware and, when (not if) I stray, to return to this seat and humbly continue this life’s work: uncovering and cleaning the heart of the dust-from-neglect, now caked into mud, from the tears wept…
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Added by Howard McQueen on February 18, 2009 at 9:30pm —
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By
Dr. Steve Goldberg, Chiropractor and Naturopathic healer
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I sent Steve an email describing a big chunk of deep fear that broke free from a Fearberg inside me. I was working to keep a balance on my journey and shared my experience with him. Below is Steve’s response, which he allowed me to republish.
THE DILEMMA OF PULLING THINGS UP FROM BELOW
I respect your…
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Added by Howard McQueen on February 8, 2009 at 11:30am —
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© 2009 Howard McQueen
Photo By: Marta Fakhoury (Asheville, NC)
What are the contents of this photo?
A photo of snow falling from the sky?
A photo of stars in the Milky Way?
Our mind expands when we don’t have a fixed perspective, when we cannot judge because we cannot find a scale. We begin to imagine other possibilities.
Snow flakes are crystalline worlds
Like some butterflies or…
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Added by Howard McQueen on February 4, 2009 at 2:00pm —
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(C) 2009 Howard McQueen
We practice surrendering all the time. We don't need to be taught to surrender - We are adept at surrendering!
Most of us, however, have been surrendering to ideals that are impermanent, things that are forged and made from the mind of man.
We've been surrendering to money, to corporations, to government programs, to our fantasies, to our vanities, to our insecurities, to our fears.
Then, when we spend an hour or two each week,…
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Added by Howard McQueen on January 29, 2009 at 8:30pm —
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