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October 2009 Blog Posts (72)

POSTER BOY, PINNED TO THE WALL

(c) 2009 Howard McQueen

I am sitting here on the hot seat

in the spotlight I have now transformed

into an interrogation room.

I squirm with my anxiety,

a circle full of people watching.

Quit F'King laughing and staring at this shrinking me.

Truthfully, I'm having a dickins of a time

connecting in this moment to my heart.

In my swollen pride, I am not finding the pathway

or handle to add wings to the heart-feltness of… Continue

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BREAKFASTING ON DEMONS

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

Eat your demons at breakfast today

Else they shall just be 24-hour-a-day

Parasites,

snacking on your essence,

stealing your thunder,

strapping on their hi-jacking charges

to collapse your backbone.

Their destructive nature is insidious and relentless

as they work diligently to encourage you to cover over and encase your heart.

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I've recently reconnected to my Buddhist acupuncturist. His recent… Continue

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THE RACE TO BE HUMAN?

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

If we take a look a the state of the Human condition,

it certainly looks like we are caught up in some sort of race.

To cover over with distortions, deceptions,

cosmetic redirections

mechanistic reflections

our inner authenticity.

Expanded and condensed truths are waiting to be defined.

What a massive un-Education Project

is being readied

to restore spirit,

authenticity and

expressions of… Continue

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DARK JUGGERNAUT

(c) 2009 Howard McQueen

To shift and transform this seemingly dark juggernaut.

Here is how I am seeing it unfold

If there was not an equivalent

aliveness of Grace

and her attendants, forgiveness, compassion, ...

We would have long ago

wiped this earth clean

of all traces of

Humanity.

We have, at our disposal, our ancestral lineage,

a bounty of energies to pull from.

Know that you are not… Continue

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OUTSIDE OF IMPORTANCE

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VISCERAL DISCOMFORT

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

Let me please have a double order

of visceral discomfort

accompanied with an in-depth understanding

by directly experiencing these energies at play.

And, slow it way down,

so I can feel and observe it emerge

and blossom in my imagination.

Ah, so this is one of the trigger points

that cranks up my propensity towards contraction.

Without this new found awareness,

I'd keep caving in to the… Continue

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EMERGENCE

Added by Howard McQueen on October 1, 2009 at 10:18am — No Comments

BAPTISM IN EACH DAY

Added by Howard McQueen on October 1, 2009 at 10:05am — No Comments

TAVERN OF ANNIHILATION

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

So, you've walked into
the Tavern of Annihilation
but you're still talking
like you're holding out
for some concoction
or cocktail of salvation.

Take a long sip from the depth of the Silence
and let everything you know be taken away,
especially all that talk and chatter about spirituality.

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Faceless Love

(C) 2009 Howard McQueen

Hold the simplicity of realization
that everything external is but experience,
and let Grace take care of everything else.

In the presence of the faceless love,
we bow and are undone.

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RESTLESS LEPRECHAUNS

(c) 2009 Howard McQueen

The leprechauns, they need feeding

already again intoxicated from too much drinking.

Ready the light and divine music

known to stir open their hearts.

Those leprechauns, their mischievousness always ready to peak

their known proclivity toward mean-spiritedness and misdeed.

Lets make sure they are warmed by the music

to instead celebrate the heart and be bawdy

and outrageous with their fellowship.

Let… Continue

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THE GRIT OF STONE IN A KISS

© 2009 Howard McQueen

So, I’ve cast the first stone, so you say,

in the fold of the first anxious, emboldened kiss

planted upon your crumbing fortress wall

adorned with the graffiti of broken love fragments.

I see shades of your beauty-torment arise

As this boundary-shattering love-offering arrives

well ahead of your orders to open the welcoming gaits.

I am stone mason, chipping away with kiss,

I am landscaper, placing stones in… Continue

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